HELP ='(

I have SADNESS MANAGEMENT problems =(

SOMEBODY TALK TO ME ................hahhaha i sound so desperate .

Okay i sound so emo . hahhha . but i really DO need someone to talk to . But its not like everyone is willing to hear . Having a good listener is really nice , i realise .
I kinda lost mine though , and wondering why .

I NEED TO HAVE FUN RIGHT NOW .
Life is wasting away like that .

Neway my house is under renovation , will post some pics if i manege to SNAP some .

WAH THE FATNESS

I weighed myself in school today and WAHH .

ok , end of that topic .


I am less depressed now =)

I have the sudden urge to buy things . But the things i wana buy are pretty weird though . HAHAHAH

• FLASK (they are expensive kay)
• Curtains for my room
• ROOM SPRAY ( they are like super comforting for emos like me)
• Hard disc
• a board to pin stuff on it and hang in my room
• A nice food container

Also , please listen to ELVIS PRESLEY'S 'BURNING LOVE' . Its so nice =)

Depressed

I dont know what to say .




School started and my hair is once again no , not short but SUPER SHORT .

All the subjects are killing me . My brain cells are like dying because of the pressure .

I have other problems which i am not going to mention here but i am seriously under A LOT of stress .

I may not LOOK like i am depressed . but i am deep inside . I cant bear to be alone at night . i think things really negatively alone at night

somebody HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP

I sound so emo but I DONT WANT TO BE

I WANT TO BE LIL MISS SUNSHINE

COMFORT FOOD =)

I find that certain food are comforting for our body , mind and soul . i have a few kind of food which i call COMFORT FOOD .

For me , its

• Hot chocolate ( NOT CHOCOLATE)
• Pancakes
• Japanese food
• Pudding
• Jelly
• Pizza
• Toast/ Sandwiches
• Bbq chicken
• Bagel

Tell me whats yours ^.O

Random pictures =)

HAHAAHAH . This picture was suppose to be ugly cause i thought that piece of clothing looked ugly and fat . But the thing is , it turned our alright in the picture . hahahah




With Melissa , Melvin's sister .

And this is Melvin NOW .

I tricked him to do this . STOOPID BOY ^.6

Please excuse my bulging eyes , the nurse suspect i have thyroid problem .

This was taken at KRICO .

This was taken in November . After having my dental surgery . It explains my weird smile on the left ckeek . It was a bit swollen too . ahahaah

If you ask me why am i blogging so much recently . Its simply cause i am EXTREMELY BORED and have nothing better to do .


HAHHAHAHAHA

MELVIN =)

Today , this post is all about Melvin , my cousin brother who lives with me . He is 8 years old now .

I came across some AMAZINGLY CUTE pictures of him when he was younger . Why oh why did he grow this fast .

I always did like his eyes . His freaking long eyelashes !!!!!!!!!

Now , he likes to camwhore with me . I dont know why . We can like snap over 20 pictures in on go with my hp . But he doesn't do this with other ppl , especially NOT with my brother who likes to BITE him . Ahahhaha

Will post our camwhore pictures next time ^^

I FEEL LIKE POSTING PICS OF MY BABIES !!!

This is SHIRO . She is a japanese breed call AKITA INU . Her name means WHITE in japanese . hahahah . i am soooooooooooooo not creative .



Look at her cute blank face . With her small double eyelid eyes . She has eyelashes too .


When she gets EMO .
She always goes to the corner when she wants to be alone .
Her MANIAC LOOK .
And this is CHANEL . The big sister who bullies the other two dogs since she is the oldest . hahahha . She is a GERMAN SHERPERD . She is actualy kinda chicken and fake cause she is super mean to the other two dogs but very nice to us . HAHAHHAH . And she is kinda small .

This is the smallest (age) , DODO . But she is the BIGGEST IN SIZE . She is rather huge . But she is super blur and lazy . ahhahhaha . She still has the baby attitude , only she that she is HUGE . This is a picture of her when she was still a baby .

AND NOW...............





For your imformation these pictures are VERY PRECIOUS and VERY hard to take . I went through a lot of trouble taking these pictures .

My dogs often give me scratches and bruises and scars . But the scars are not permanent so i forgived them . hahahha . But there were a few times when i had these really really painful and ugly scratches . Some of them even had blood . ugh .

But i still LOVE THEM =)